One. Hot. Woman.

Those three little words melted my heart tonight. My new boyfriend called me that and it wasn't I'm one hot woman that needed to change something about myself... It wasn't one hot woman who should change the way she is. It was ONE. HOT. WOMAN.. Yes I know I'm totally being like a schoolgirl but I don't care! My high school years other than band were horrible. I felt like the only reason people talked to me was to talk to my sister or my cousin (both of whom are beautiful inside and out! and I love them both!) and my nickname in high school or kathy bates from misery. So yeah those were fun days. Didn't have a single boyfriend in high school or middle school. My sister on the other hand had multiple boyfriends and I was always jealous...

Then after high school and my 3 years in college I started feeling better about myself... Partly because I wasn't compared to my sister all the time which was refreshing lol... I started dating and tended to date guys I thought I could "fix"into the dream husband I was looking for... Well I almost married a man that was totally wrong for me because I was "settling" because I didn't think there was anyone out there better for me.

Now onto present day... Jimmy, yes i know I can't seem to get away from the James name lol, is the sweetest guy I ever met. I'm kinda nervous getting involved with him because he does have some developmental disabilities but I have some learning disabilities so it's unfair of me to say that I don't know if I can see us long term or not. We're at the having fun stage right now and he's been nothing but sweet to me. He knows alot of people which makes me feel good that he won't be at my side all the time and suffocating. Now if we could just get a date outside the bar scene that would be great!!! LOL Don't get me wrong he is a GREAT dancer and I love having someone to slow dance with. And I don't want to rush anything so I'm just going to enjoy the ride and see where it goes...

He called me one hot woman.... Sigh I'm on cloud nine!